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            Well….it’s 3 in the morning and I can’t sleep. Insomnia? Nah just thinking bout’ things. Like what? funny enough it’s hard to say in words. I’m just confused and frustrated about so many things. My family is getting on my nerves and I have the strangest feeling that I’m the outcast…the oddball of the family. I consider it an honor, but it hurts sometimes as well. I mean I know they love me and all its just that everything I do is wrong and when I try to do something better I get yelled at even more because I didn’t do it perfect the first time. So pretty much I’m damned if I do, damned if I don’t. And I’m not really open to showing my feelings to people so thats never gunna happen. As for my band right now….we’ve only done two songs. And might i mention there the most moronic songs I’ve ever heard, but it makes me laugh so much. Now a days I need a good laugh to keep me together, heaven forbid a real guy can do that as well…sorry if guys got offended it was just a joke. But please is there such thing as a understanding, romantic guy? Now watch me write this and get tons of responses from angry guys….but oh well it’s my opinion now i’d like to hear yours.Feel free to respond while I settle down for a nice winters’ nap.Until then~

From the crazy one herself~

Lil Old Me