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1-20-2001

Well rite now I’m at a buddy’s house. We had a party but no booze! We’re chem-free. But boy a lot of things happened that I wish didn’t happen. To tell you the truth I didn’t even want the party to even happen because it made me realize that I’m losing my best friend who is like a sister to me. I think Jill knows it’s her but if not… she’s such a dorkus if she didn’t realize it. *hehe* And then that whole stupid Shaun thing. Let me explain. Well as the people who read this know, I HAD a crush on this guy Shaun, but I realized last nigth that he didn’t feel the same way i thought he did. He has a crush on a good friend of mine. As always I get emotional (no crying though…. I Wouldn’t subject myself to that…). But funny enough I read something on AOL that was a bit surprising. I don’t know it word for word, but in Lamens terms it just said that when you look for love or a special someone you won’t find it. So just enjoy life and let God bring you to your special somenoe because when you look, you won’t find. I wish I knew that a while ago and I wouldn’t be as upset as I am now. But I guess we learn things for a reason. Just for people who read this, don’t look for love, let love look for you because it will happen unexpectedly. Or so I’m told. Well Alisha signing off~

From: Me