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8-1-2001

              Whoa…. only 16 more days until I go to Disney!!!! YAY!!!! I know I know…. I’m a little too old for that…. but you can’t tell me you wouldn’t be excited if you went to Disney…. right? Well Jillian left today which was a real bummer because she’s like a sister to me. Plus we are exactly alike, which in my opinion, is hard to find in a best friend. Well…. I still get to e-mail, call and whatnot. Yeah Seth was working on his site on Sunday and I got to be his guinea pig… which rocked. I became a “helper” to the almighty Seth W. which was pretty fun. Now as for the downsides of my day…. well there was this one thing. One of my best guy friends in the world, we’ll call him “Joey” really likes a friend of mine, but due to the circumstances of work we haven’t talked much and hung out. Which I am ok with. The part I’m not ok with is that last night was Jill’s last night so me, Jill,and Marissa (that’s the friend) decided to have a sleepover at my place. It was all fun and dandy when I got a call from “Joey”. I was psyched because we haven’t talked in a while. The end result? He asked for Marissa and decided to talk to her for while. So in a sense, I feel used… which isn’t cool in my book. And it’s not like it was ok for me because of all the nights Marissa decides to sleepover she slept at my house that night and oh look who decided to call…. him. Even Marissa and Jill said that i was used and that I should confront him about it, but I don’t know how to go about it….. I don’t work well with confrontations… so who knows? All I know is that this has happened once before with other people and in the end, I still got hurt….. well sianara.

Lil Old Me